they say people who stays up all night long are the most lonely people.. well i guess so , its kinda late and i still haven't sleep..
i even bbm my girl arny , too make it short we had a girl talk.. share almost everything, confess bout what goes through our mind and heart..
if ya'll see my life through naked eyes you'll see this bubbly girl enjoying her life, blessed with amazing family and closest friends.. but honestly i feel there's something missing here.. i feel empty inside.. i tend to think too much bout whole lotta thing.. how i wish i never met this and never knew that...
i really wanna start new life far far away from here seems like i'm having a huge problem right ? nope i don't.. but there's a certain part of my life i really wanted to erase them haha.. i really don't wanna face the same shit again.. but maybe that's how life is all bout huh.. it is full of question marks and challenges.. and im a big girl now o couldn't escape from it ... and i know its sounds crazy but i really wish i'm a heartless type of person.. i really hate the feelings of being attached to someone or something..
