few more days before flying to mums place hihi..
I've stayed at my uncles place for few days.. emmm, for two weeks to be exact , its actually my mums idea, she asked me to stay there before going to Kl, at first i insist but then.. thinking bout two weeks alone at our home is a total disaster.. thought it'll be a worst idea staying here but actually its great i love it here.. they've given me a warm welcoming.. and i really enjoyed staying here hihi.. but at the first day honestly i feel lil bit weird i guess ?? haha well im not so used to surrounded by lots of people..but here bammm suddenly i have 4 lil brothers and 1 lil sister.. and all of 'em so freaking noisy, fiesty , annoying but adorable sometime... love y'all haha.. and credits to aunty hihi or i call her mamah.. she's nice, friendly and young at heart.. well my uncle(mums younger brother) he's a busy man so i didn't get to see him that much.. he spend most of his time at the office, he's kinda fierce so i kinda relief he's not around the house that much bahahah so i can boss around my cousins anywhere and anytime i want :p
had a great day out with my girl arny, salni and our taiko atha haha..
its already past midnight and i have so many things on my mind right now.. they say you have two choices and, i wont tell those two choices i have..just lemme keep it to myself :)
long distance relationship is something new to me, i never have this sorta thing before.. its not that i don't trust him but honestly i don't trust myself.. im actually the one whose a trouble maker here..
and i kinda feel lil bit lost.. my family seems far from me , so for now i stayed at my uncle and his fam house for a while before im goin to KL, and my other half he's been away for several months already and the worst part is, he had no idea when he'll be coming back home .. isn't that a heartbreaking ? :'(
but he says as long im with him hes the happiest man.. but i kinda want him here i mean at least we're nearer..
does anyone else have sad days?
where you just feel like shit for no reason and when someone asks whats wrong..
you don't know how to reply and you get that feeling in your throat like you're gonna cry and you
can't stop it...
its been a while blog haha
well there's lots of thing i would like to vomit from my mind now , i've gone through a lot these past few months, missing my mummy a lot coz shes far from here and my beau ..
well exam just around the corner so wish me luck, i've been working not so hard but maybe extra effort for this semester i suppose ? haha so hopefully it'll bring the great result that i've dreamed of :p
after few months being away from her family my mum gonna be here with us next week! so im pretty excited missing her so bad and praying for her every night and day.. well shout out to my brother congrats for setting your foot as Asistant manager in Sme Bank , such a young age but already achieve something amazing , im so proud of you although you're kinda annoying sometimes
i kinda miss my bestie a lot we haven't talk to each other for a long time now i suppose.. i get it she tried to balance both sides but can't she see that my side is always being the last ? i mean its not like im asking her to make me her 1st priority but like i said she had done something like this before.. but i remember what atha says its okay as long you'll be there when she needs you then imma be alright.. i guess so :')
okay thats it , will be updating more when i have lotta free time :D
soul mates ?
i think they exist, just not always romantically.
i think you will meet in your life who you just connect with more than anyone else and you just know it isn't a typical thing and you understand each other perfectly..
and this person wont always be your "significant other" , i mean it could be your friend or whoever.. it could be anyone you've ever interacted with :)
im not sure if im depressed.. i mean im not sad but im not exactly that super duper happy either..
i can laugh and joke and smile during the day but sometimes when im alone at night i forget how to feel that way...
