farewell

farewell 2012 its beyond crazy roller coaster ride it was a year of learning.. i learned the importance of family, friendship and relationship.. i had gone through lots of laughter and learned the hard way of dealing a heartache but i guess i dealt it in the most awesome way ? jk .. 
but through 2012 i realized i had become closer than ever with my mum.. love you mum with all my heart, been away with my dad ain't easy , i really miss him so much.. and bro i'm so proud of you i couldn't ever ask for a better brother.. i always wanted to be like you i mean your good looks and your brain you're smarter than me and that's what makes me wanted to be like you :')

shout out to my girl Arny thanks for always listening to my whine, complains, problems and lots of crazy things and thanks for everything i'm really glad that i have a friend that is so much like a sister to me.. thanks :) though we're busy juggling studies, and lots of thing but i'm glad that we still have time to see each other and gotta admit your house is kinda my playground haha i just walks in and just grab anything i want. :p

2012  i met this dated that break up with this dated that and then get back together with my longtime boyfriend Navin we're kinda take a break for bout few months he's dated this one girl and i dated few guys lol ,but past is past we both hurt each other so much and lets make a great memories in year 2013 okay boo? :)

lets close this chapter and lets move on to another new chapter.. lots of love winzy :)

holding on a thin thread

they say people who stays up all night long are the most lonely people.. well i guess so , its kinda late and i still haven't sleep..
i even bbm my girl arny ,  too make it short we had a girl talk.. share almost everything, confess bout what goes through our mind and heart.. 
if ya'll see my life through naked eyes you'll see this bubbly girl enjoying her life, blessed with amazing family and closest friends.. but honestly i feel there's something missing here.. i feel empty inside.. i tend to think too much bout whole lotta thing.. how i wish i never met this and never knew that...
i really wanna start new life far far away from here seems like i'm having a huge problem right ? nope i don't.. but there's a certain part of my life i really wanted to erase them haha.. i really don't wanna face the same shit again.. but maybe that's how life is all bout huh.. it is full of question marks and challenges.. and im a big girl now o couldn't escape from it ... and i know its sounds crazy but i really wish i'm a heartless type of person.. i really hate the feelings of being attached to someone or something.. 

You .. yeah you i really can't escape from Us seems like you have this spell on me.. Arny told me to just go with the flow but babe that's vintage me babe.. new me ? i don't think so..

eat , pray , love

all i wanna do is eat all good tasty food without getting fat , being loved by people that i love , travelling and waking up in different beautiful places.. too much too ask huh :p

well talking bout travelling mums had mention bout family vacay yay.. but the prob is , we haven't decide which place to go yet.. i heard she mention bout Shanghai and Bandung but haven't confirmed yet pfft 
she said lets explore Asia first then we can go to Europe haha thats what i've been waiting for all of these years! 
travelling to Europe :3

mum and forbidden city Beijing

Honesty is the best Policy

fuck being perfect bout everything i just want honesty.. don't built something from lies cause it ain't gonna last.. 
we both been through a lot i mean we both cheated , broke up then get back together but at least i cheated with a cutie, you ? you cheated with a girl that looks like a potato whoops ? too mean ? nope i don't think so , well she insult me way worst than this i saw what she wrote saying that i'm jealous with her ? like really bitch i'm not even jealous at you, not in this lifetime Potato and how dare you accusing me like a dog ?! well i just keep my cool don't wanna have a fight with low class bitch that's not my thing and what's worst ? she accuse my lovely cousin bout stealing one of her friends cheap phone, like are you kidding me ?! eh potato girl for your information the one you accuse as a thief is actually an heiress who own lotta money, i mean my cousin could buy an iphone 5 and throw that thing to your face easy and simple as that .. 
okay enough talking bout that trash,
 so if  we try to make things work don't try to lie on my face.. at least tell me the truth i'll try my hardest to accept it.. 
fuck all those lies sweet talks or whatever but ill appreciate more if you telling me the truth..
don't make me fall for someone you create.. that's not what relationship is all bout.. relationship is bout accepting the ones you love.. we're human so don't try to pull those ''Perfect Prince Charming' thing..  *Hugs and kisses

happy 50th birthday

First I would like to say happy 50^th birthday dear dad

I still feel like a little child when I look into your eyes. If I can be even half of the person you are, I will consider myself to be an extraordinary human being. Thanks for showing me the way, dad.

Did you know about the safest place in the world? It's your shoulders! On your Birthday today, I wish to thank you for every single thing you've done for me in life, every single smile you've given me, every single tear that you've gulped on my behalf.

look what i bought for him "50 and still sexy" lol

8 November :)

hey hoo its been awhile i didn't update ma blog haha
so 8 november  actually my bday , yup im 19 already haha still young
had lunch with my family at Kenny Rogers, Suria Sabah
then Dinner at Upperstar, Suria sabah with Shu yang and Navin
: These two bastard really got me this time haha , i already told them before went to dinner and i said to them
"hey you two don't chu guys dare pull any embarassing surprise okay ! "
but hey hey they pull it again , where the waiter came and sang me birthday song haha it was quite embarrassing but the best part was hehe after i blow the candle Christinna Perry's song tittled a thousand years was on and i knew that N requested it coz i know that song means something to me and him :) thanks Boo  ♥
thanks fams and frens for a lovely bday :)

girls nite out x

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